It's been a while since I last posted here on my blog. Hindi pala, halos ilang buwan na rin so medyo matagal na talaga litsi. Feeling ko kasi lately kinakain na ako ng sistema. You know, a system where I long for brand recognition, events, circle of friends, I'm not sure if you get it, pero yun na yun. I wanted to be different pero I started acting like everybody else. I dare to be kaladkarin just to see the world, but I got lost. I forgot how to deal with myself because I started caring about what other people would think of me. I got conscious of my actions and limit my abilities to express. 

This blog is supposed to be a challenge for self-actualization, but I'm not sure where I am now. I named it after myself so it'll be more personal, but I don't know what happened. 

Hopefully, this realization would help me continue, thus I am documenting it. My goal is to Vlog daily on my youtube channel and avoid making this blog an output for brand advertisements. A blog should be something I experienced first hand. It should carry unbiased opinions on things life offers me. It's 2017, change must come. If someone wants to mess with me then I should let them know that I'm the mother fucking mess. And if they can't deal with it, then I've no time for them.

Hello, 2017! I guess my year has just begun.